MORBID

I look within me
Der's a broken heart
Once was a strong and healthy heart
Now torn into a million pieces
what is left of it is it's strewns and remains...
I look at my pictures
Who's dat girl with cheerful smiles
and joyous traits
One dat never fails to laugh... to bring joy
to bring humour to a dull conversation
One who's laughter used to bring laughter to others
One who's joy if always full and overflowing
Never have i tot
such a day would come
Depression has never been more real
Sadness has taken its toll
Hurt and pain never caused so much damage
Just like over one's death, I would mourn
WIth all my heart i would cry out
but no one's der
is someone der to listen?
someone der to care?
even if they did
no one could bring me out of this situation
where is the girl dat i once knew?
the clown of the class
the noisy and outgoing one amongst the timid
someone i once admired
someone i was proud to be
the one beaming, the one grinning
but all my smiles have turned upside down
pain and sorrow has become my companion
would i ever be the girl i once knew?
would i ever find joy again?
would i?
would i????