Monday, October 30, 2006

i know

i know
there are trials
and tough times
bad times
screwed up times

i know
i have to be strong
i have to fight it
don't let it take over

i know
many ppl had had worse
i might not know the meaning of
true suffering
things could be a lot worse

i know
i have to trust
i need to have faith
i need to believe

i know
i know

but

i

am

so

tired...


i

wanna

give

up

pls?

3 Comments:

Blogger .anna.begins. said...

*HUGZ*
Darling..hang in there yea...love you.

6:40 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Yada yada yada '< fill in feel good holy words >' yada yada yada '< fill in appropriate bible verse >'.

In short, you know all the standard recipes and to-dos.

My lil two sens - take a lil pause from everything, remember the meaning of Sabbath and solitude...maybe you are juggling too much.

6:37 PM  
Blogger EstheR said...

thank ona and gim...
Dear, thanks for always being there. what'd i do wihout u?=) hugs:*


hahah funny gim =P but i knoe exactly what u mean.
well i guess it's not that i'm juggling too much. I just feel like i'm not satisfied with what i have. And its like we all gotta wait. We come out fresh, dun expect to be earning money like it grows on trees that kinda stuff. But turn of events and ongoing crisises have been such a pain in the ass. Sometimes i just reli wonder that maybe i 've to go thru all these crap just to identify with someone else later.. to help them out. I've no idea. But we all go thru crap. for me, for the past few months, when it rains it reli pours. That's why it's so hard to swallow. but thanks for stating ur 2 sens=P it's frens like u who keeps me goin. ok. i noe u dun like mushy stuff but i appreciate u. cya soon. hugs

10:11 PM  

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