Enjoy the rain

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Sometimes..

That sounds like a line from a song...
oh wait a minute, yeah it is...

I'm now a 7 month old graduate..
I still feel so unprepared,
Not ready

I feel like i've been caught up in a whirlwind
Ever since i graduated

Issues that never seems to stop coming
like the way the waves keep crashing onto the shore

Like the way I keep fighting
and have no rest

Working world, Family, friends,relationship,
health, reality
Did you know reality bites?

Maybe there are lessons to be learnt
In every single turn
In every single pivot
In every single turning point
There's always something hidden
A secret waiting to unfold
A heartbeat waiting to be heard
A love yet to be discovered

So much more that my heart needs to bear
A burden that I can only carry thus far
It is time to lay down my life
Surrender all
But do i really know what it means?
To give my all?

I still find it so hard
Battling those feelings
time and again

Seeking the peace
that is so hard to come by
Teach my heart O God
to find rest in You