Take a Walk in the Rain...
Sometimes... i really don't know what to write in
this blog anymore.I dun wan ppl to label my blog emo.
But currently all the things and events that have
taken place in my life has left me numb.
so the question of the day is:
does numb = lonely?
A series of unfortunate events has trailed on
in my life within this couple of months. I had claimed,
'Wake me up when September ends!'... Now, it's over..
But I'm still here.. I have not awaken.
I 'm still in deep slumber. Unfortunate events claiming
a LARGE sum of money. One after another... you would
think my family is jinxed.But i'm trying not to focus
on those things. Keep claiming that God will provide.
But sometimes it's just so hard to trust. SO much
easier to just stare at the storm and cry.
hahahaha... well i guess dat's not a solution.
Have you ever felt like everyone's moving on,
they're headed somewhere, they know what they're doing...
but u're just stagnant and stuck? i feel like i'm stuck
in a pit... i wonder why. DUhhh i'm sooo stupid to be
feeling like this..
Maybe i shud pray a bit more, spend time with my
family a bit more, hang out with my frens a bit more,
watch astro a bit more, learn up more songs to sing..
i'll be just fine... just fine...
I guess all of us feel this way a little at some point
of our lives...
this blog anymore.I dun wan ppl to label my blog emo.
But currently all the things and events that have
taken place in my life has left me numb.
so the question of the day is:
does numb = lonely?
A series of unfortunate events has trailed on
in my life within this couple of months. I had claimed,
'Wake me up when September ends!'... Now, it's over..
But I'm still here.. I have not awaken.
I 'm still in deep slumber. Unfortunate events claiming
a LARGE sum of money. One after another... you would
think my family is jinxed.But i'm trying not to focus
on those things. Keep claiming that God will provide.
But sometimes it's just so hard to trust. SO much
easier to just stare at the storm and cry.
hahahaha... well i guess dat's not a solution.
Have you ever felt like everyone's moving on,
they're headed somewhere, they know what they're doing...
but u're just stagnant and stuck? i feel like i'm stuck
in a pit... i wonder why. DUhhh i'm sooo stupid to be
feeling like this..
Maybe i shud pray a bit more, spend time with my
family a bit more, hang out with my frens a bit more,
watch astro a bit more, learn up more songs to sing..
i'll be just fine... just fine...
I guess all of us feel this way a little at some point
of our lives...
1 Comments:
heys! wow! didn't know u blogged so much! was here a few times but didn't see any updates. then suddenly...boom. banyaknyer:P
well, i understand what u're feeling about ur blog. me too! sometimes i dunno what to write in the blog. i just what to write down wat i feel, what i'm going through. but i'm afraid of being branded as emo. i see some ppl have got so much to say on their blogs...talking about everything else other than themselves. and it's nice to read. but i wonder if anyone will tolerate the crap that i write. even if i;m writing it for myself, i dun really expect other ppl to read. jsut for me. for my own reference. but someway along the line, somebody will read it, misunderstand it and label me as emo...or more, a guy who selfishly indulges in himself.
but i guess just keep on writing what u feel...with a positive outlook on life. and when u read it all back....u can see things happening. whatever it is...keep writing, even if no one reads.
gonna miss u loads when u're working. take care.
wee liem
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