P Diddy - My Best Friend

I've seen a lot of things in my life
A lot of ups and downs
Made a lot of mistakes
No matter what, you've always been by my side
You've always been my best friend
You're the love of my life (Oh)
You're everything to me (Oh)
You never left my side (You're my best friend)
I love you so much (Yes, you are)
You're my best friend

[Puffy]
Since the beginning of time
All you did was bless men
Too young to understand but now you my best friend
How could they doubt you, never think about you
Don't they know nothing's possible without you

Faith without fear that's how they raised me
Words of man kill but never phase me
Grateful for wisdom that you gave me
But still I'm like, dear God I wonder, could you save me?
Too much sinning, gotta be more than plush living
Gotta be more than grabbing nines to buck tin in
Gotta be more than just to lust women
Gotta be more than platinum Rolexes, 600's and crushed linen
Praise your name, I know some of them hate their due
Judgment day, don't they know they can't escape your crew
I'm just trying to live right and pray you take me through
And with this song I dedicate to you, my Lord

[1] - [Mario Winans]
Lord, you mean the world to me
Before I was born you chose me
You always hear me when I call
Even catch me when I'm falling
You're the closest one to me
I surrender all to thee
I want the whole wide world to see
That we've always been and we'll always be
Best friends

[Puffy]
Sometimes I reminisce and wonder how I made it this far
Because of you, I'm me, so you the real star
Your hindsight, the time's right to get my mind tight
Then give it to you and let it shine bright
My best friend, only know how to teach the truth
Plant the seeds of life and let them eat the fruit
Can't you see that He spread love for you
Shed blood for you, cry for and die for you
Willies with mac millies know how you get down
We know the drama you bring whenever you hit town
Just remember when you pray, God is love
Gracious, merciful, forgive even the hardest thugs
Life as we know it, it all begins with Him
Life as we know it, it all ends with Him
If I was you I would never try to pretend with Him
He might spaz and blow it, I'm best friends with him

[Repeat 1]

[Puffy]
Been two and a half years since my man Big passed
Been two and a half years since my world crashed
I needed help, God gave me the power
Gave me the strength to go face to face with my darkest hour
Looked me in the eyes and ask "What you doing unhappy?"
"Don't you know why I'm here?" and started shooting at me
Back to the wall, is my faith gonna play out
Never wavered once, gave me no way out
Your time to die, don't even stress the date
You're coming with me, your soul I'm next to take
I told him "I'm too much blessed with faith"
"And living for Christ" and then he said "Manifest the great"
All of a sudden, what I'm remembering
Ground started to shake, everything trembling
The power of the truth was shooting through my Timberlands
Here was my Lord Jesus Christ, my best friend again, come on

[Repeat 1 While:]

[Puffy]
You mean everything to me
You've been with me from day one
Even when I thought nobody was there
You were there
You're my best friend
I love you like no other
There is no feeling like this in the world
If you can relate to what I'm feeling
Put your hands in the air for me
Let me see you
No, matter of fact clap your hands for me
Clap your hands, come on
Thank you Jesus
You always hear me when I'm calling
Always catch me when I fall, yeah
I surrender all to thee
I want the whole world to see
That you've always been, you'll always be
My best friend
I love you Jesus
Thank you, forgive me for my trespasses
As I forgive those who trespass against me
Thank you

Loookiee here..look what i've found!*double S mode* =)

The Meaning of ESTHER
by James Sorenson

A special word given to one upon birth
allows others to know you by name.
And in language, this personal designation
has a meaning that is rarely proclaimed.

For in the case of a certain Korean beauty,
her name is one given with grateful insight.
Where you'll find that the meaning of Esther,
is "Star" ..... one that truly shines bright.

Yet, knowing one's name, is not quite the person;
only a start, in revealing one's life; even goals.
For its a journey of mutual interaction; and of caring,
that will allow you to someday know this loving soul.

Yes, the meaning of Esther is more than a word,
with an Eastern heritage, and home in the West.
But in not truly knowing this woman, a poetic acronym
may be one that thoughtfully describes it best.

"E" is for the EXAMPLE to others, to more than just her peers;
a life dedicated, hard-working, and of overcoming one's fears.

"S" is for the STAR she is; and not just one of the night;
her beauty and intelligence, a shining beacon of light.

"T" is for the TRUTH in her words, to both strangers and friends;
her actions straightforward, never more that she would pretend.

"H" is for the HONOR she brings to her family name,
upholding tradition and values, even within the price of fame.

"E" is for the ENJOYMENT of new travels, and people she's met.
and one just as happy, in seeing smiles of those less fortunate.

"R" is for the REALIZATION that discovery is within the unknown;
a personal journey lasting a lifetime, before one is fully grown.

Surely, a name means more to a person than any one word,
beyond any one thought, or anything you've heard.

Yet, a name is only a doorway; opening to allow conversational fire,
allowing others to begin knowing the person beyond her desire.

But a search into the skies must be one sought also, on Earth;
where you may be lucky to know the name given to her at birth.

For in the case of one fortunate soul, a star beautifully glowing;
the meaning of Esther is one of life's best things worth knowing.





P.S This is what happens when u're bored outta ur mind n u start
googling ur own name....*blush*

SMALL....

Funny how one day you can just wake up
and suddenly your eyes are opened up
to how screwed up ur life is..
hmm..
i feel..
so so small
..
hopefully it's just for today..

SMALL

small

small...

SELF CRUXIFICTION

"A man who can control his temper
is mightier than one who takes a city"
Prov 16:32

So hard to deny ur feelings
So hard to pretend u dun care
So hard to tell urself u must forget
So hard to move on when u still love
So hard to accept change,
when u were so comfortable
So hard to swallow rejection
So hard to let go when u know it's wrong
So hard to let go and let God
So hard.. so hard

But remember this:

"What a friend i've found
He's closer than a brother
i have felt your touch
more intimate than lovers

Jesus, Jesus
Jesus, you're my friend forever

what a hope i've found
more faithful than a mother
it would break my heart
to ever lose each other"

Is He more than enough for you?

The God of All Comfort

"Praise be to the God and
Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,
the Father of compassion and
the God of all comfort,
who comforts us in all our troubles,
so that we can comfort those in any trouble with
the comfort we ourselves have received from God.

We do not want you to be uninformed, brothers,
about the hardships we suffered
in the province of Asia.
We were under great pressure,
far beyond our ability to endure,
so that we despaired even of life.
Indeed, in our hearts we felt the sentence of death.
But this happened that
we might not rely on ourselves but on God,
who raises the dead.


He has delivered us from such a deadly peril,
and he will deliver us.
On him we have set our hope
that he will continue to deliver us,....

2 Corinthians 1: 3-4, 8-10

Sometimes when tragedy strikes,
we do not know wat to say
or wat to do to console our friends,
or even ourselves.

But these verses blessed my heart
to know dat He is still in control
and His comfort and mercies overflows to us.
It is sufficient for every single one of us.

Do you know if you don't have a single care
or worry in this world,
if nothing bad ever happens to you,
you don't need grace,comfort n mercy?

Do you know that
you only feel
n experience true n pure version
of grace, comfort n mercy
when u're despaired beyond words
n u feel the sentence of DEATH
in ur hearts?

It's stated above
that He comforts us in all our troubles
so we can comfort those who r in trouble
with the same comfort we get from Him

Do u know dat u can never
understand how someone feels
when he or she's lost a loved one
unless it happened to u?
Never will understand how it feels
to be raped
unless it has happened to u?

I believe every experience is priceless,
It might hurt n the pain is beyond description,
but it's never wasted,
SOMEONE is waiting for u to share ur heart today.

For THOSE of you who've or
are still goin thru a tragedy
or experiencing pain today,
Be comforted,
receive it from Daddy
and move on..
He will turn it around
and you will bless someone in return...
n i DO believe dat with all my heart..=)