Friday, April 28, 2006

Daddy has done it again!!

You know i'm really suprised sometimes
at how Daddy works..
He can take my breath away with the things
He can do..
i Am So thankful
So Grateful
So joyfuL

In the course of my final sem, fyp was a big
obstacle. The programming was unbearable.
I remembered when i was so stressed n depressed
about it. It was a huge burden, and i'm sure
also to all my fellow peers who were trying
to deal with the same problem.

I remembered so clearly one day after
sunday service in church when my PG met up.
I requested for us to pray for my FYP.
Tessie, a fren of mine prayed for me.
N after she prayed, later she came to me.
She told me that God said my fyp will be
successful.He will make me the head n not the
tail. When i look back in time, everything
will be settled and der would be a testimony
to share.

I took that as His promise.It truly
meant a lot to me at that time coz i was reli
desperate for help from above. I knew i kudn't
do it on my own.

Daddy has done it again!Shortly after
Tessie prayed for me, I saw God's hand moving.
He was at work. My supervisor helped me in the
end with the programming. honestly until today,
i still can't do NUTS for programming.and last
wednesday i did my presentation for my final year
project part 2. I was even more unprepared than
i was for the presentation i did for the 1st part
months ago.

With lack of sleep n finishing touching up
my slides JUST in the nick of time, I went to campus
just under their mercy.When i got der,i saw the girl
before my turn presenting. I suddenly realised i
forgot to print out my slides for the moderator n
supervisors reference.So i went over to a faculty
office near the room i was gonna present, and asked
for help.There was a Malay girl der n she was so kind
as to help me print out my slides.n the printer took
a period of 1 minutes plus plus interval between each
paper to print! mann.. i was panicky n basically
unprepared n in a mess.

N u know like all good students would be advised,
they shud go over their slides, rehearse to their frens
blablabla.. WELL i did none of those n just went with my
JUST completed slides.=Pbut i went in to present and
everything went well. AMAZINGLY, i kud answer my moderator's
questions! i tell u honestyly, it's by God's grace.
RELI RELI kudn't have done it on my own. In fact a day later
when i bumped into my moderator, he told me dat i presented
very well. I was like.. oh okay..thanks.. but suddenly
i was reminded of the promise dat i've received a few months
back. INdeed, He was proven Himselft faithful once again.

n i seriously do think dat we need to realise the
privileges n honour dat we have as a child of God.
If only we ask, WE will receive. N His promises are
yes n amen.. Well, what more can i say? He did it again!
Thank you Daddy... You truly are awesome!!!=))

Monday, April 24, 2006

Meant to live for so much more...

So much've happened since i blogged

Easter Event-4th April
Easter Play - 16th April
BOTB - 23rd April

These were the events i was busy with for the past month.
As for Easter event I enjoyed the play altho i kudn't sit down
n reli watch the thing=P. Cheerz to da dancers.. I reli enjoyed
myself with u guys!

I get to sing a song for Easter play in ACTS!=D yay! it was such
a beautiful song. It's called 'Why' by Nichole Nordeman.
When i 1st heard this song,i cried altho i din when i sang it in
church =P. I consider it an honour to be able to express Christ'
love to people through this song. Such a privilege=)

BOTB was yesterday. -Disappointed- but i'm alright=)
aVe still rocked =) i hated the sound system n wanted to smack
the AV guy on his head. Basically i was silent throughout the
entire 1st song. Till Wayne n Auds told me to change the mic
then only i kud be heard in the 2nd song. Thanks to Justin
n those who tried to help to ask the Av guy to turn me up
bt to no avail. 1stly when we came to sound check in the
afternoon, they started 3 hours late. N i dunno what kinda
sound check was dat. the sound guy did nothing. as each band
went up, he took no heed to any details like OUR BAND NEEDED
3 mics. but i guess no one cared.
so when we went on stage, i had to ask for another mic.
apparently my mic wasn't working, n the freakin stupid guy din
know how to turn me up altho it was obvious i was the lead vocals.
I was so distracted coz i totally kudn't hear myself at all,
i tot i was goin off key.i just felt bad for the rest of my band.
the sound system totally failed us. by the 2nd song, i was disoriented
n jsut wanted the thing to end. I walked off stage with disappointment
written all over my face. Was disturbed for a while. but after a while,
who cares?:P it was just a freaking competition.its ok:)
der's more to life den botb yea?=) To Chuah, u're still the best lead
guitarist i've ever played with =)we dun always need titles to define us
right?;) hehe.
More important den anything else, is my gratitude to everyone
who came all the way from cyber n bought tickets to support us.
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur presence meant more to me den some dumb
competition =)
well we'll see what future has to bring me den..I reli stil
wan to have my own album so much. but as to whether i shud have
a band or go as a solo, i'm still thinking=). wonder if this dream will
ever come true. I think i'll just leave dat thought to Daddy n see
what He says. But honestly,even being able to pass the audition
or any other audition din reli bring me as much fulfillment as i have
when i just plainly serve God by playing the piano or singing for
a Christian play. so it's still all about Jesus at the end..
THank you Daddy. You have been so faithful. I kud not ask for more.=)