V Day

I always get so mushy and emotional
everytime I watch a love comedy or
a romance movie. Such a sucker for
movies like 'Serendipity',' As good
as it gets' and the like. Watched
'The Holiday' 3 days back. Sighs..

Isn't funny how we all get so phobic
and afraid that we'll repeat our mistakes
and be so scared to try again?
I know for a fact that i'm so much more
careful now and cautious about
relationships. It's happening all
around me. Make up, Break up.
Seems like the norm these days.
Or rather so many hearts were broken.
Makes me so upset just thinking about it.
=(

I often wonder whether I'll ever find
the right person. Seems so far off.
The idea,I mean. Finally finding
someone who's everything you've ever
prayed for and more. yea,I know I know.
HE will come someday. Maybe I'm impatient
to find out =). But I do have a feeling
it won't be anytime soon. Not for at least
another year or so.

Sighs, I should just come back down to
earth and snap out of my day dreaming.
Duty calls. So much to do, so much to
live for. I can't just let all this
wishful thinking disrupt my life =P.
All I've got to do is trust. Do my
part and wait for my gift =).

P.S Oh, by the way..................
Can I have one with blue eyes please?
Like those, really big round pretty ones?
yea, That's it. Thanks =)and oh yea,
with dimples too? Grazias!!!

Stepping into the Challenge

WORK

Work is starting to pick up.
I've finished my 1 month training
and it's time to go out into the
field. Amazingly, Daddy helped me
pass my assessment test whereby
I had NO TIME to study at all
cause I was so busy with AYA
Fest and all =).IT was all worth
it in the end.

Still so much to learn and so much
to adjust and adapt to. I know
I'd feel so much better after
getting used to the hospitals that
I need to cover and drs I've to
visit. Then, I can start to bend
here and there and be flexible.
Meet up with people whenever I can.
I'd really love to do that. =)

Am loving it at my new job. Nice office.
Good bosses and colleagues. I still
wonder how 8 of us new recruits get
along so well with each other. Later,
realised I really liked every single
one of them =). Bravo to my bosses who
did such an awesome job at selecting the
new peeps. Miss them heaps tho, those
who have gone back to their outstation
bases.

I like my boss. Paramme Hassan is his name.
A Siamese Malay guy who's really good looking.
I seriously think the people in my company
are all generally hot and fun and nice!
How awesome =). We have free soft drinks
in the office! FOC! Kickapoo is my favorite
at the moment. And we have so many hampers!
Don't know how many Famous Amos and Ferrero
Roches I've downed within the past few weeks.

Once again,I've to admit I do get
jittery and nervous and excited at the same
time thinking about the challenges that I've
to face soon. But, I can't help being so
grateful that I've Someone up there whom
I can rely and depend on. Don't you? =P

There'll be challenges ahead. Dry land,
parched and bare just like the desert.
But you shall be like a butterfly that
flies across this land and make the flowers
start to bloom and grow. It will be beautiful.



Thank You, Daddy. =) I am so grateful.
Your promise is what i'll cling on to
this year. Love You for always and ever.