Faithfulness

I said in the post before this
that He is the one who never fails me..

Things have been really challenging
since i started my new job
I like the company and the office
The thing I cherish the most
are my colleagues:)
Met such wonderful friends and people
whom I know I can rely on
Who's willing to help this poor
innocent, naive girl get use to
This Cruel and Harsh Working world =P

For a pharmaceutical company,
there are 3 different sectors
that we cover
1) The government hospitals
2) The private hospitals
3) GPs and pharmacies

Being new in this entire environment
I didn't know I was given the toughest
are to cover : The Private Hospitals

It's the end of the 1st quarter for this year.
My colleagues covering gov already hit
their target and exceeded. Eg : 148%
Us poor reps covering private hovering
around 70 to 80%.

As of today...
A blacklisted hospital under my coverage
is approved to buy 3 boxes of insulin.
That in itself is a miracle
For the whole of last year they were
strictly forbidden to purchase anything
because of their debts and unsettled payments.

A major hospital which has constantly
been purchasing 20 boxes every month
purchased 30 boxes for March.

See?

Told you He never fails me...

*Grin grin grin*

I feel like celebrating..
Awesome Thai food with my family tonight.

YUMMY!! sounds great! =)

Formula That Never Fails..

We humans spend our entire lifetime
Trying to find the RIGHT formula
For every problem
The miracle cure
For every disease
The ultimate anti-failure proven solution
To solve men's misery and take away
the sorrows of this world

And yet so often
I tend to overlook
this REVELATION that I've found
this Saviour who has come to save the world

HE IS THE ANSWER!!!

Don't really wanna sound
like a religious freak
But I don't wanna be a selfish freak either
Nor someone who won't give credit
to the Person who has saved my life

If you're looking for an answer?
A solution?
He is the ONe who never fails you..

Funny how I never learn
No matter how many times
Men fail me
I still seem to always stupidly
put my trust in them
Or hope for something better
Expect some awesome thing to happen
Yet time and again
They always , always let me down

Then there goes the routine again
I fall down
Bruise myself
Start to bleed
Shed some tears

Gosh, when will this stupidity end?

It's time to catch this revelation
and hold on to it
I'm Never gonna let go of You
Never again..

Regrettable incidences...

Don't you hate it when you make a mistake?

When you are in the blur and not in the know?

When you could've done things more skillfully?

Handled the situation much better?

Doesn't it frustrate you when people counted on you
but you let them down?

Don't you just land in remorse when you could've
but you didn't?


That's why humans naturally dislike changes.
When things seem unfamiliar, it feels so difficult
to adapt and adjust again.
Feels so tedious, the entire process of learning
from scratch again.

Just like the way we have to learn how to work
at a new job we just took.

Or like the way we have to study an entire module
to get pass an exam so we can get a degree.

Like the way we give up on one relationship and
break up, and then we have to get to know another
person from the start to have another.

Like the way we can never stop learning because
everything that we do has a learning curve, else
we'll never move up or progress.

I can't wait for things to get familiar again at work.

Can't wait for my schedule to fit in and settle down
and not be so full of suprises. Then again, what's life
without sudden surges and peaks and surprises?=P

Can't wait to find someone I'm familiar with. Someone
I can call my own.

Can't wait to get a pet. When will I? *ish* Been waiting
my whole life!

Can't wait to experience breakthroughs and miracles
in my own life.

Can't wait to breathe the air of freedom, free in my
spirit and also other physical things such as finances.

Can't wait to just BE. I want to JUST BE. I want to stop
striving. Be who I'm meant to be. Be who I'm made to be.

Don't you?

Funny how so many of us just work for the sake of making
a living. I'm tired of just working cause I need to pay off bills.
When will I get to just BE?

Ahhh.. daydreaming is SWEET! =)
Now I shall get back to work.
But Daddy holds so many more lovely suprises
in His hands.

I just can't wait! =D


*The happiest people doesn't necessarily have
the best things in life... They are the ones who
make the most out of everything that comes
their way....*