Beautiful to Dull

Rose Petals on my window sill
Smell reminds me of you
What used to be beautiful
Has it turned dull lately?

The hurricane came
Swept me off my feet
My mind is relentless
Restlestness seeps in

Will I remain?
Will you abide?
I thought of you today
How could you say that to me?

Searching for a deeper meaning
Words spoken and thoughts thought aloud
Waves are crashing again
Can you see it?

Hope begins to wither and fade
How much longer can I hold on?
If only I let go
Will it come back to me?

Was it all in my head?
Did i think this whole thing up?
Something that felt so real
Caught in a surreal dimension

Wanted it so bad
Wanted illusions to surface
Cross out doubts and uncertainty
Let me lay here in your arms

Hold me and tell me
You'll always be here
Why must something true
and sought after
Be so hard to find?

Is happiness and fulfilment
Too hard to achieve?
Will I ever find my place
in this universe?

Wake me with a kiss
When you arrive
Please, don't be afraid to
disturb my slumber
If only you knew
How long I have waited for this moment

please...
Wake me...