STRESS

My Theatre class reli stressed me out lately...
been working hard on choregraphing a musical
together with Jules...n our lecturer seems
to expect perfection n expects our musical
to b like professional broadway kinda thing
n we oni had 2 weeks!n da way she commented
was reli harsh...at that time i felt reli
disappointed... after dat i realised
my dancers were reli affected as well..
one girl even cried...felt bad dat she
felt so sad coz somuch effort has been put in
but such harsh words were spoken...
n den it reminded me how we're always
taught to use kind words n dun speak
with a sarcastic or angry tone...
"a soft answer turns away wrath"
n i feel dat it's so important for ppl to
take notice n more care over how they talk
to others.... guys esp, i dunno sometimes
the way they comment on the girls...
plz la..use a bit of ur brain..its der for a
reason... i mean honestly i've seen girls
who OREDI have RELI low self esteem just
to be pushed to the edge by some dumbass
who hasn't looked in da mirror b4 commenting
" hey, this pants makes u look fat"
or some stupid crap like dat.... plz la
have a bit of a heart..the poor girl oredi
wans to commit suicide coz she thinks she's oevrweight..
SIGH... n sad to say it still happens.. always does..
i dun udnerstand y ppl even frens would do dat to frens
sometimes... Its like i always believe dat..
if u have NOTHINg NICE TO SAY... plz just SHUT UP..
u noe? if nothing's edifying..nothing's worth saying..
den why say it?coming back to my story.. i just feel dat
the world would be a better place if oni every critism would
be in a CONSTRUCTIVE manner instead of a DESTRUCTIVE one..
it would make a lot of difference to someone..
if oni u told him/her " Hey u look great today"
rather den " Erm, isist the time of the month aagain???Gosh..
ur face looks like a pizza gone berserk!!!"
hahaha i'll leave my next post to be cacat things ppl say..

IF I NeveR KneW You..

If I never knew you, if I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of how precious life can be
And if I never held you, I would never have a clue
How at last I find in you, the missing part of me.


In this world so full of fear, full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear, in your eyes, so dry your eyes
And I'm so grateful to you, I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever, if I never knew you.


If I never knew you, I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel a love so strong and true
I'm so grateful to you, I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever, if I never knew you.



I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we make the whole world right
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
All they leave are worthless whispers in the night
But still my heart is saying we were right.



If I never knew you
There is no moment I regret
If I never knew this love
Since the moment that we met
I'd have no inkling of how precious life can be
If our time's auspicious as that
Is here at last.

LAGGING!!!!

Sorry everybody i lagging:P
at da moment i've sooo many things to do:
- choregraph musical
- CC dance
- Play
- CF worship
- playing for carolling
- tests, assgs
- preparing for fren's wedding ( piano, singin..blabla)
- Pray HARD!!
so a bit packed right now tho i tot i'd be free dis sem
since i oni got 2 subs. But it's better servin God den
doing anyting else.
Just wanna share somethin i learnt from CF last week
when Ps. Victor 'Wong'@ GOnzales spoke. I'ts so crucial
now to reach out to our nonbeliever fwens. I feel like i'm
wasting so much time. Not making this mission urgent enuff.
n ps said REMOVE ALL PREJUDICES! it's so true, EVERYONE
of us we do prejudice on ppl whether we like it or not.
we always have something to comment or say n we din realise
we've oredi judged the person. But TRUTH is, who r we to
say such things? WHO r we to judge? ONI GOD IS DA JUDGE!
coz even if one person is not like u, doesn't mean God
doesn't love him/her. N so i feel so ministered to by the msg.
sometimes i too unknowingly judge ppl. n dat's so bad.
coz i reli dun like it when ppl do dat to others n so i
shud reli watch myself. I see so many Christian fwens
discriminating, practically shunnin those who smoke,
who club, who do other weird things our CHristian society
oppose. But things is, IF WE DUN REACH OUT TO DEM who will?
If we just can stand at one HIGH N MIGHTY CORNER n
look down on dem n comment, WHat different r we from the
Pharisees n Sadducees and the RELIGIOUS ppl? If oni we'd
love everyone like we love ourselves. Even Jesus touched
the leper. He was dirty, unclean, diseased. but Jesus proved
the way of the society wrong by touchin him.
IT WAS A STATEMENT! we shudn't shun ppl just coz they smoke
or drink, we shud just da same show them love like we wud
any CHRISTIAN brotha or sista.
"Love your neighbour as yourself"

DANCE!!!!!!

Adrenaline pumping
Heart thriving
I'm in LURVEE!!!
dancing is such a beautiful expression
of body language..
me, rach n ona were so psyched when we
went to our 1st dance class at sri hartamas
yesterday..
but in future we shud take up latin salsa
or sumtin..
but it's sooooo HYPE!
IT"S SOO.... i dunno no words to describe it
can i dance for a living!!?!??:)*GRIN*

WeIRD!!!!!

Wai Man
Chris
Brian
3 persons who disappeared from my life almost a decade ago..
have recently stepped back into my life...
how i got in touch back with these 3 guys..
hahah u guys better check this out...:
1)Wai Man
-He's my 1st crush from pg.i knew him since 1994.lost touch since 1997.
Guess how i found him back? Zach, my fren is from pg. i got to noe him
from Rach. N he seems to noe Wai Man's best friend,Jacky. n one day
they realised he noes me n dat i'm Rach's roommate! YAY! so he called me up.
2)Chris Daniel
-He's one of the cutest guys who ever stepped into my life. Met him at a
concert held by Selayang church led my Ps Kenneth n Ps Sandra
(my current pastors now)see see?*wink*....met in 1996 lost touch by 1997,1998.
Suddenly out of the blue during the break last sem, called up my house in kb.
coz both my number n my sis's number had changed. n we met up just last week.
3)Brian
- he's my ex church member from KB. knew him since i was 10. lost touch when he
left for studies in KL, 1998. Chee Yong lookin for someone to do web designin
for his project.Usually i dun go minding his business, but today just casually
i sat down on his sofa n asked him if he wanted to watch a movie. looked at pc.
he was chatting thru YM with a guy nicked briancyc. I stoned. " ask him if he's
brian chong" i said to chee yong. he asked. answer: yes. "brian chong yu chong?"
Answer : yes.n den OMG again,....
Can u imagine ho small the world is? iF u look properly everyone's connectd.
everyone noes everyone... isn't dat SCAWEEE? muHAHAHAH no escapin from the past.
der'll ALWIZ be someone U meet Just yesterday or today or tmr Who Noes someone
from ur past... or u will stumble on em' sometime in ur life outta nowhere.
hey maybe one day i shud produce a movie on PURE COINCIDENCES?
or HOW IRONIC LIFE IS?hahah kiddin..but it'd be cool right...
*BOINK*