Dedicated to you...

Would i have wished it never happened?
If i knew it would end this way?
but den again is this the end?
all those tears i cried, was it worth it?
all the hurt and pain i went thru, did i have to?

and yet i refuse to look at things that way
because I know He had a purpose
He was der when i met you
He was der when we befriended each other
He was der when I started to fall
He was der when like turned into love
He was der when we started our frenship in a new way

I thank God that I met you
I thank God that somehow
During the course of our frenship
You GOT SAVED
I praise God for making you you
I praise Him for making our paths cross
I praise Him for making me learn thru our rship

I thank you for all the times you stood by me
I thank you for all the tears you cried for me
I thank you for all porridge you cooked for me
I thank you for the time you cried when I was sick
because you couldn't do anything about it
i thank you for the countless time you put up
with my temper and childish ways
I thank you for the times you took me to the clinic
I thank you for the time you accompanied me
all the way to Alor Setar by bus
I thank you for the times you bought me blue roses
I thank you for the blue cross,blue ear rings and
lots of other blue things
I thank you for bringing me to watch the sun rise
(altho i fell asleep again=P)
I thank you for bringing me to lunch at the revolving
restaurant(it was my first time)
I thank you for being patient when I was PMS-ing
I thank you for always being so generous in every way
I thank you for the times you supported and encouraged me
when i faced trials and tough times
I thank you for the laughter and the way you never fail
to make me smile again when i was down
I thank you for NOT being jealous when i went out with
other guy friends and for NOt being possesive
I thank you for your bear-like figure that i can jump on you
and you can piggy back me around
I thank you for your strong arms that comforted me when I cried
I thank you for the fun times when you wrestled with me
and make me step on you to wake you up
I thank you for speaking sense into me when I was being unreasonable
I thank you for always borrowing cars just to drive me
to places that i needed to go
I thank you for countless times you fixed my pc for me
i thank you for fighting and arguing with me(it was fun=P)
There's so many other things i can thank you for
but the most important is where
i thank you for loving Him the way that you do
It warms my heart to know that you truly love Him
and you are living your life to serve Him

Will our paths cross again in future?
Amazing how we learnt to leave our frenship
in His loving hands
and i"m proud of us both
Knowing that He holds both our future
and He knows best
If our paths never cross again
I just want you to know that
I will always cherish the good times
we had together...
always...
maY God bless you in everything that you do
and i know that you WILL be succesful

REFUGE..

I wanna run
Run to a place
Where I can escape
To find solace
Find comfort

This world is full of miseries
Where can i find
Life's most beautiful mysteries
Discard the sorrow series
I just want peace

Unattainable
I scream at myself
Frustrated
I run and hide
Lost
I search for a reason
Confused
I seek to find an answer

Life's worst nightmares
Loomed before my eyes
Burdens and cares
clouds my view

Life's certainties
Goes up in a puff of smoke
Where is my foundation?
Where is my anchor?

After all this time
Meaningless
Everything is
Aimless
Temporary pleasures
Faithless
Hopes and dreams
Ceases

Will U help me
If my arms are too weak
Will U lift them for me
My eyes are sore
Will Urefresh my sight
legs are worn out
Will U carry me instead
Heart is torn
will u mend it for me

I'm longing
Longing
Hello?

WHeeee~~~~

Sometimes we need to go thru 'cleansing', refreshing,
revitalising" spiritually, mentally, emotionally,
physically..well urm... the process might leave us looking
liek crap.. but er.... it's worth it...*SMILEZ*
so dun be afraid to go thru some scrubbing today!
It might hurt a bit but it'll do u good!

This one's On u Scientists...

Stole dis from the daily bread but tot it was hilarious!
I will paraphrase em in my own words...

The most geng chao scientists in the world
finally said to God,"Hey we dun need u anymore...
we can make clones. we can make men just like You did."
So God said' Alright den, let's have a challenge.
We'll both make men just like i made Adam in the old days..."
The scientists agreed n bent down to pick up some dirt to
start their work. GOd said," NOnonononono.... make ur own dirt"

See?der'll always be a bigger force den us.
We can't deny that power dat comes from above..:)
Had a chat with a fren yesterday. He said he envy
those of us who can have faith n trust in something
bigger den ourselves. I sighed n said by all means
you can have Him too! I'm glad I found Him.. HOw bout u?

stressedddd!!!!

*work work work*
sigh