Precious ppl i met in Pg...

Ashok n i...


Murali n i...


the whole gang!

i'm happy....=)missing all of uuu!!!

The weatherman says goodbye...

I'm overwhelmed by the fact that
I'm leaving penang d soon...
i've stayed here for almost 3 months..
n i like it here..
altho i still get lost most of the time..
it's not bad here...
i like the BEACH..
i like the food..
i like the ppl...
n i'm reli gonna miss it here.
Sometimes i think bout why i was posted here..
I dun think it's by chance..
Der must be some reason why Daddy posted me here..
when i find the answer i'll let u know=P
but for now it's still a question mark..
but no doubt, it's been an overwhelming experience..
what i treasure most is the ppl..
i have such wonderful colleagues n supervisors..
i've never met such GOOD ppl in my entire life..
like reli GOOD
n i'm gonna miss every single one of dem
and friends that i got to know just within these 3 months..
friends from friends,friends from church..
n i reli wanna say it's been exciting n wonderful..
hoepfully our journey does not end here..
nothing can end the beginning of friendship
n i'm glad i came to pg..
altho i was the most reluctant one to come at 1st
but i see now..
the things n lessons that i learnt while i was here
is priceless
taught me a lot..
n i got to know some ppl a lil bit better
n the penang roads a lil bit better=)
n i dun mind workin here in future
but the fact that my family n frens r in kl
hmm, so dun think it'll happen
n i love my condo!
i love my room, the view,
my living room..everything;)
gonna miss it!
n i'm thankful..
i am..

REALISATION...

SOMETIMES

-Sometimes it helps to put urself in other's shoes,
it helps this world be a better place
with lesser misunderstandings.
-Sometimes ur actions and words may be misunderstood.
-Sometimes you can't please everyone.
-Sometimes, this way is wrong n so is the opposite.
-Sometimes, u get caught in the middle.
-Sometimes, people just need to grow up!
-Sometimes when you try to be nice, it backfires.
-Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.
-Sometimes, the world isn't fair.
-Sometimes, good people have misfortunes.
-Sometimes, i'm just really pissed off.
-Sometimes, you just gotta be urself.
-Sometimes, you just hafta not give a damn about
what people think about you.
-Sometimes, i just need to be alone.
-Sometimes, if you dun like the way i am, then don't come near me.
But please, i beg of you, don't judge me.
-Sometimes, if you have nothing nice to say, just shut up.
-Sometimes, you gotta accept other's differences.
-Sometimes, you just gotta hold your tongue.
-Sometimes, I need to learn not to be afraid to be me.
-Sometimes, you have to count your blessings one by one.
-Sometimes, you need to hold on to those dearest to you.
Sometimes... sometimes...i just need peace...




TRUTH HURTS and REALITY BITES
Being nice and giving isn't always the answer to everything.
I care a lot for people, sometimes too much
I hurt myself sometimes, hung over the smallest things
I am sensitive, sometimes oversensitive.
Too much, or too less is always excess of the balance of
what is right
U can't help what people think of you.
They have a right to their opinions n views.
We are all different beings, different wants, different needs,
different desires, different thinking.
Crashes are always bound to happen.
We always fail to see the speck in our own eyes.
I need to learn.
I am me.
I'll always be me, whether you like it or not.

A new year... a new *plop*

Christmas have come n gone..
New Year's have come n gone..
i feel weird..
like not reli empty but sorta
maybe i was too busy
always goin out
no time for reflection
working hours are killing me
job is killing me internally
feel frus, yet happy
feel disappointed, yet content
maybe some ppl are right,
i AM CONFUSED...

haven't had time to sit down
and reli think bout stuff
no one reli comes to my blog
anymore....haha
it's like officially dead
sorrry...
i reli wanna update my blog..
just dat i dun have a pc..
or time.. or space...
will get killed if i'm caught
chatting again...

Time in penang has been great
Awesome...
getting to know ppl..
i was out with a bunch of ppl
in gurney..
suddenly realised they're all
new frens dat i've just made...
n it was cool..
i was comfortable with dem
i felt happy
gonna miss all my pg frens
when i leave...
*sob sob*

Time with Daddy
Insufficient
Lack
Dry
i Need
i want
I loathe...
i long...
Sorry Daddy

Time at work
Sucks
Sleepy
Bored
Unfulfilling
Dissatisfying
Frustrated
FUn with Colleagues n boss
disgruntled
confused
Disoriented
Aimless
Directionless
LOST

Time with family
Lack
Love
I like..
Miss mom's cooking
Daddy's jokes n his cuteness
Miss sis' love n shopping 2geder
miss bro's presence
(pegi NS pulak budak nih)
miss my family
can't wait for us
2 be REUNITED
we've been apart for
far too long...

Time with frens
miSs all my girlfrens
precious ppl in my life
(guys too!!=P)
who makes my life meaningful
n UN-boring
colours my life with rainbow
sometimes i miss ..
i miss..
i miss till i ache..
i do
i do

its' a new year..
do i have anyting in mind?
any goals set?
visions?dreams?directions?
NOPE...
see?again i'm lost..
i wanna do so much
but i'm in chains
i'm held prisoner
by my own fears
my own thoughts
my own weaknesses
wanan fly but where are my wings?

i almost felt guilty
dat i stepped into the NEW year 2006
w.o having any goals in mind
sumtin to achieve
to strive for
to spur me on
to guide me
to lead me on

Daddy.. won't You take my hand...please???